Makan hati is it? I dont know.
An old friend make me realize alot of thing today. We have an intense conversation on the phone talking about life and sorts. Mostly, about me. He said, I am currently meng self destruct kan myself. When I think about it kan, I am. I am confuse. I am troubled. I am still immature about things. Im rushing things. I believe in something so much that it ended up hurting me. I dont even know how to handle my feelings.
Thank you Mirr fr being a good friend. It helps alot.