i know that im changing, because my mom started yelling at me due to balik lambat, everyday.
its like im becoming the old me, but better. with her own money to spend and a car to drive.
im not even sure if this is the side effect of my breakups. but all i know is, i dont want to stay and pout, and cry the whole day at home.
i had a great night today. ive met my long lost bff, maxine :) we talk. and talk. at first it was totally awkward, we didnt have anything to say. but then, we started talking until we ended up talking in the car fr 30 minutes more, outside of her apartment. her advice, beats all others. she knows me well. we think alike. thats why true friends are to keep.
btw, im changing my digits. tomorrow, i think. since i still need to wait fr digi to confirm the number and activate it, they will give me a call tomorrow, so i hope i get the number that i requested.
Dear you,
maybe it will look like im avoiding things. but letting go doesnt mean im weak, it means im stronger to walk away and give you the freedom that you claimed that im keeping you away from. This is not childish. I have grown up. Its just that you are still far away back that you cant understand exactly what i meant. You are not ready. You are still just a boy. Let exes be exes.
Someday someone will walk
into your life and make you
realize why it never worked out
with anyone else.
"If they dont chase you when you walk away, keep walking".
I agrreeed ;)
