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that moment when you sang to me, whispering every words to my ear.

b.

our second on the second.

by all means, i would like to say.

Happy 2nd Monthsary Mohd Fadzli Madzin

even though the bad news kind of crushing hopes and dreams and totally ruined our second monthsary, but we are going to make it. okeh?

So, Boy just make my collection of House of Nights Series complete. He bought me Awakened. Im stoked. and I cried macam bodoh. Well, kalau suda minat, kena kasi beli lagi benda yang di kumpul ni. Terharu la ba. and it beats the 1st monthsary suprise. Biar pn 1st monthsary lagi macam banyak tenaga dan usaha di gunakan.

I have 7/8, since the 7th series I read it using e-book. Hail to technology

once again, thank you boy. you made my day.

I love you. b.

via iPhongg?

Maybe, just maybe. I should get an iPhone. Doesnt matter the 3g, 3gs or 4.

Why? Because of this app.

Ohhh. sangat lah bikin panas. banyak lagi la aku jmp app dia yang siook-siook.

But too bad, LG Lollipop is still my numero uno.

Riddles.

I suppose that I cant control everything. I shouldn't get attached to things that I will never know where it will end up. Everything seems like out of place, or am I the only one who feels that way. My mind is not at peace.

Ignorance is the best medicine, and to ignore is not to care, and not to care is not to give all of me. Well done for the new achievement. I cannot own everything. Might as well be alone and lonely, but alive and in peace.

I was given a choice. and I didn't pick the past. Probably because it was full of lust, and I cant decide whether theres love at all. I'm stuck between the two. But I have grown up, I have changed, so I decide well, and this is the best. Hope so.

B.

disagree

feeling useless, empty and unwanted.

i think i need to be alone fr this few days. im disconnecting myself from everyone, everything. maybe this is the best. im switching off my phone. im gonna stay away from facebook. i just need time to think. im just all messed up. i dont want to know.

cause no one cares. so my thoughts are for me to keep.

love,

b.

paling comel :)

budu juga. kabak jantung aku. Senyum smpi telinga ba bahaha.

Im officially in love. Seriously budu.

Im gonna put all my past aside and start something new, hoping that this is not some lame relationship that will ended up with nothing. I didnt give up after all. and Im giving him a big welcome to my life, my bullshit and my alter ego. He should brace himself cause it will be a bumpy ride but ill make sure it will be worth it :)

comel kau ni budu. you dont even know how you make me feel. bunga-bunga pula tu aku bahaha.

understanding

gosok gosok mata.

because, nda betul kali mata aku ni. atau biul suda otak aku :)

so apa yang mau ditekan kan di post kali ini.

1. respect us, boys! where all the respect goes? mana boli sembarang seja, kan? saya tau la bibir kau comel bahaha.

2. lelaki cool is hot as fuck. kabak jantung. aku pnya ja la. dia nda kali. doesnt matter. bikin mimpi malam seja :)

3. exes should stay as it is bcs. it will never work. my sayang fr you will still be there, bt nt as much.

4. wearing glasses are the ultimate fire power nowadays.

5. BCE is well, teda tandingan nya.

6. colleagues kissing your cheek when working is a big no no.

7. using iphone or BB doesnt make you awhhshome. kalau si cici terasa, apa boli buat lah.

Love,

B.