28.12.10

understanding

gosok gosok mata.
because, nda betul kali mata aku ni. atau biul suda otak aku :)

so apa yang mau ditekan kan di post kali ini.

1. respect us, boys! where all the respect goes? mana boli sembarang seja, kan? saya tau la bibir kau comel bahaha.

2. lelaki cool is hot as fuck. kabak jantung. aku pnya ja la. dia nda kali. doesnt matter. bikin mimpi malam seja :)

3. exes should stay as it is bcs. it will never work. my sayang fr you will still be there, bt nt as much.

4. wearing glasses are the ultimate fire power nowadays.

5. BCE is well, teda tandingan nya.

6. colleagues kissing your cheek when working is a big no no.

7. using iphone or BB doesnt make you awhhshome. kalau si cici terasa, apa boli buat lah.

Love,

B.

19.12.10

a friend said

aku jual mahal?

is it not a good thing?
or is it whats keeping me from moving on.

16.12.10

straight.

im doiiin aaaaa-ohhhwkaay. actually, im not. im a mess. but im glad. everything happens fr a reason. this decision is maybe fr the best.

so, ive straighten my hair. and some say it looks better than the perm look. but, i feel awkward with this new look. i dont feel right. mcm nipisss seja suma. nda suda grebos. wheres my uniqueness go? out the window.

btw, thinking of dye-ing it extremely blonde. tapi, nda beraani ;/


jadi, ko pikir ko saturang seja boli gambar gini? haha.



2.12.10

kudos

kudos to me for changing my boring life to something exciting.
i know that im changing, because my mom started yelling at me due to balik lambat, everyday.
its like im becoming the old me, but better. with her own money to spend and a car to drive.
im not even sure if this is the side effect of my breakups. but all i know is, i dont want to stay and pout, and cry the whole day at home.

i had a great night today. ive met my long lost bff, maxine :) we talk. and talk. at first it was totally awkward, we didnt have anything to say. but then, we started talking until we ended up talking in the car fr 30 minutes more, outside of her apartment. her advice, beats all others. she knows me well. we think alike. thats why true friends are to keep.

btw, im changing my digits. tomorrow, i think. since i still need to wait fr digi to confirm the number and activate it, they will give me a call tomorrow, so i hope i get the number that i requested.

Dear you,
maybe it will look like im avoiding things. but letting go doesnt mean im weak, it means im stronger to walk away and give you the freedom that you claimed that im keeping you away from. This is not childish. I have grown up. Its just that you are still far away back that you cant understand exactly what i meant. You are not ready. You are still just a boy. Let exes be exes.

Someday someone will walk

into your life and make you

realize why it never worked out

with anyone else.


"If they dont chase you when you walk away, keep walking".

I agrreeed ;)