big fat twenty

Happy Birthday to me.

I'm officially 20.

thats right. but seriously, i dont feel like today is my birthday. i dont feel the vibe of a birthday girl at all. poor me. i didnt even celebrate it. and my parents are too busy with stg till they also didnt bother to celebrate it, and my dad didnt even wish me happy birthday and if i didnt call my mum, she wont even bother wishing me. my birthday suck. at least Theodore make it better by bringing me watch Jennifer's body and we ate sushi and he bought me a ring. what? i know. a ring. he said its a symbol that im his. stg like that. thanks darling. appreciate it much. I love you. that's it. umm oh yes, i dont feel old, and i dont think im getting smarter at all. thank you very much.

in love

One week without you feels like hell.

I'm not being dramatic or anything. But it do feels like hell. Well, believe me if I say that we meet every single day before this. We never missed seeing each other. So, this will be the first time, I'm far away from him since we've been together. But good thing is, I'll be seeing him on saturday :) Yes, he's posted at the same place as I am. Thank god. Kalau satu minggu pn mau mati, apa lagi tiga bulan. So, I'm hoping that I'm brave enough to drive a car this saturday, to pick him up from the airport.

Theodore John,

I miss you. Your kisses, your hands on my face, your smile, your scent, you hugging me and your stupid err, silly jokes :p B kasi carpet merah lagi this saturday, just for you sayang. Cant wait for you to come. It feels like years without you. 5 more days and we'll be together again. Datang cepat, ask the pilot to bawa the airplane laju-laju sikit.

I love you so much, no words can describe.

Hugs & lotsa lotsa kisses,

Nurain Afiza.