John John

36 more unexpected kisses from me :p

Before I go back on Friday, I must fulfill my mission.



I want this to happen next week:

1. Bila posting list keluar next week, saya mahu John posting di tempat yang sama dengan saya.
2. Saya harap saya dapat jawab final exam Mathematics dengan cemerlang :p
3. Tiada fucking malapetaka yang akan berlaku.
4. John bawa kan saya nasi goreng besok.

5. Madam Hayati tidak akan merepek di depan kelas pasal perkara tersebut.
6. Saya mahu uniform baru. Please and thank you.

knock knock

Whose there?

Miss Angry.

I’ve got a call from my dad a couple days ago, saying that my house in KK, kena pecah masuk. And that lucky thieves stole our LCD TV that worth 6k, my dad's stereo, DVD player & everything that is in our so called bilik TV. Oh yes, and don’t forget my Play station 2. I hope that thieves kena langgar lori! Nda halal makan minum dia kalau dia guna duit tu! Asshole. Shit head. Fucker!

Miss Upset.

Do you know how does it feels when your love one didn’t trust you? It feels like shit. My dad said I’m lying, by saying at this moment, I’m staying outside the hostel, because I was kicked out from college. Cool. The coolest thing he ever thought of. But the truth is, I’m here in my room, online-ing and currently mad at him. I know, it’s my fault for wasting money. I should know better. But it’s a holiday week. What do you expect? I’m sorry I’ve wasted all the money in a short period of time. I shouldn’t ask for money when I knew what you’re going through right now. But do you have to accused me, and said all that crap. I’m sorry I didn’t pick up your call. I don’t know what to say to you. I cried when I read the text messages you sent.

Miss Jealousy.

Well, I easily get jealous even though it’s actually a small matter. and when it comes to my boyfriend being so friendly to other people. Especially girls. Yes, I feel like throwing a chair at him. Hmm. I know, I'm being such a dick, like I'm not giving him space or anything or just over-reacting. But I'm used to not seeing my boyfriend talk so nicely to anyone, other than me. I don't know. I’m just expressing my feeling. And I also got this thing, where I'm jealous with his Ex. I know I also feel like I'm a little bit obsessed with him. But I'm not! I swear. I wouldn’t.

speechless

Happy 2nd Monthsary

Nurain Afiza Bt Abdul Latif
♥

Theodore John Lingan


so much :)
& if can, forever.
& if you still love me, till the end.

muah. muah.

hotness

Amazing amazing. See what Ive found out. The next Twilight Saga trailer haha :) I CANT WAIT. Eventhough I know the stories very well. Ive read all the four books a couple of times. But, Im still amazed that Im so excited for the movie to come out. Ahhh. CANT WAIT. Btw, enjoy the trailer.

The Twilight Saga: New Moon Trailer in HD

p/s: Robert Pattinson is so hot :)

love

Tomorrow, 18.09.09 will be our 2nd Monthsary together, plus saya baru dapat gambar-gambar ni semalam from Christine. So I know its a little bit bingung to post stg that happened last month. But apa-apa lahh. Saya mahu juga :) Our 1st Monthsary is actually a suprise party for me. I dont even know dia plan anything, but as a girlfriend. Of course I noticed stg is wrong.
Thanks to Christine & Erma, & Fitri and um that other guy for making that night a special night for John & I.

I want to babble about what happened & all. But not in the mood. So, sayang. Thanks for the flower & the cake.
I love you, Theodore John Lingan.

I want my lilies, as promised. Tomorrow :)

& sorry for the low quality pictures.

Happy 1st Monthsary, Sayang.

lullaby

sebagai gambar hiasan sahaja

If you dont mind, I want to say whats on my mind today.

Ive been through a lot this few weeks. I meant it when I say, A LOT. I dont know if its bad luck or just life. Whatever. I'll deal with it. Ive been through worst than this. Just give me your best shot lmao. Minta- minta kunun ni. So, John is being a little bit clumsy with his stuff, especially his phone and now he lost it. I dont even know how to say. Suda jadi, jadi lah. And his mom is so freaking pissed plus, dissapointed at him. All I can do is make him feel better, support him, distract him from thinking about stuff. And all that girly girly thing that a girlfriend should do. Lots happened that I dnt think its appropriate for me to share. But everyone have ups and downs. So, just deal with it.

Lets talk about today. Today, I got my examination result for Semester 6. And Im so freaking happy. I got 4.00 for my semester. No shit. Im serious. For once in my life I feel like a total nerd, geek, bookworm. Eventhough, its actually a pretty easy semester cause all we have to do was a case study, OSCE, and posting for 5 weeks. No class, no final exam. My sayang, John got an A- for it. Congratulation sayang. I still think you have a great marks. Most people will kill to get what you got.

Now, about exes. Ive been thinking. Why is it so hard for you to forget me and let everything go? Why do you have to post all that stuff on your website? I dont think your girlfriend gonna like that. Because obviously my boyfriend is dead jealous about it. Eventhough he looks cute when he is jealous. Umm kay. So please, it's just time for us to move on. Once again, thanks for the wonderful 3 years.

To my sayang, I love you. Thanks for being there for me. You know I love you so much, no words can ever describe. I hope I can get the flower that you promised me for our 2nd Monthsary :) B sayang John, so much.

yes.

♥ Theodore John

as long as you will still hold my hand and loves me as sincerely as you could.

iloveyou.

Bibey