I, sometimes forget that I do have a boyfriend. When I read on other people's blog, talking about love. It remind me that I havent been in love for a long time now. Im jealous. Jealous of others happiness, founding love and people that cherish them. Of course. He does bring me love and all that so- called love thingy. But I dont think I wanted that from him, anymore. Im sorry sayang. Maybe because this long distant relationship that we've been trying to make it work for a few years now. Is not what I wanted. I dont think we talk much nowadays. I do need you, I still need you. But I dont think youre capable to love me like before.
Bibey.
