unpredictable

Yet again, I feel the same pain I felt before. Trembling hands, Hard to breath, The sound of me, gasping for air and crying. and yet again, theres no one to pull me up. no one there to say that it will be okay. lost, nothing to depend on.

All I wanna say, Im officially single.

After all this year of being in a relationship, and never once I am left alone. I think I'm single. Yes, he broke my heart. Who knew? The guy who buys you roses, buy you an expensive cake, twice, and a guy who spends his time doing surprise card and surprise party. Who waits for you when you came home from work. Held your hand when you sleep, Kiss your lips like he mean it, Gives you a stupid kisses before you go to sleep. Can just broke your heart into tiny pieces, just like that.

Susah mau naik balik bila jatuh. Susah untuk cari boyfriend baru bila suda lama nda single and nda pandai mau mengurat suda haha. This is when I need my friend the most. This is when I miss that time, bila ada Maxine di sebelah to hold me up. Friend, I miss you. Jadi kan, kalau boli, aku mau sendiri la dulu. Kalau boli lahh. Cukup untuk bukti kan aku nda perlu ada lelaki untuk go on with my day.

Jadi, di sini. Kalau Theodore John baca. Im letting you go. Ini maksud dia, the end of us. Im sorry Im making this public, but I dont think kita able to bercakap kalau berdepan. Bcs apa yang keluar from your mouth is tottaly bullshit. I dont care if our batch know we aren't together anymore. Actually, I don't really care if anyone know. You can go and move on with your life. And I will do the same. You really broke my heart, I didn't expect this from you. When I said I had lots experience with guys, I have. Lying to me won't solve a thing.

Sincerely,
Bibey.