19.4.11

destructive

when i chose to be alone. im lying.

the way you look at me, your patience, your touch, the way you hold me tight while i sleep is unbelievably different from what i have before. you are different. the way ive changed when im with you is different. i feel safe, i feel secure. you knew me very well. you are my world. but maybe im not ready. im sorry i didnt keep my promises. im sorry i chose to leave.

i love you. and i will always will be. MF, i fell in love with you and its the best thing when we shared something together. i see you when i see you okay.