Ego= Self Control
my ego is going sky high. im scared. im scared that when someone knocks, i wont be able to let him in. im scared to think that i had given up. the positive thing is, i think loneliness is apart of me now. im able to wake up and go to sleep without talking to anyone. im capable to handle my problems without crying and telling someone. im capable of not asking and talking anymore. im terrified because this is not me. ive become a cold hard stone. i wish that everything will just go away. i dont want anyone to save me anymore. im gonna try and save myself. even though it will be hard and that i will cry everyday.
